Changes

   Change is just one six  letter word  but it can stir up a wide variety of emotions. It can bring up fear,anxiety,and excitement sometimes all of these emotions happen at once. Sometimes it can mean giving things up your accustom to doing sometimes you have to give these things up because your unwillingly put in to a situation that you have no choice. Sometimes you may have to make a change out of necessity for your health like giving up certain foods you really like. It can even be you want to change something in your own life because you really want to.
      Change is never easy even a change that you willingly make can bring up emotions. A forced change one you do not want to make but have to is to me the scariest kind of change. Even a change of living like a move brings up all kinds of feelings especially if you lived in a town or a state your whole life. For me I experienced a lot of change over the past year. I have experienced the change of going to college which was exciting. I experienced the forced change after losing a job I held on to for five years. I even experienced the change based on health problems. The most recent change for me was the change of living. I lived in Glendale my whole life even when I left my grandmas house I still remained in that city. I lived with in distance where I could  see my grandma easily and be there if need be. Recently I had to move to Chandler out of necessity because of financial struggles and in to my In-laws home who welcomed me with open arms. I'm thankful for their welcome but I was still nervous because I was used to Glendale and living on my own after moving out of my grandmas. Anyone who has lived on their own but then has to move in with a group of people knows what i'm talking about, it just is so much different being on your own with your own place. Frankly I enjoy being out on my own and having my own place.
       Change is not easy to deal with and sometimes it can be harsh or leave damaging effects. Sometimes change can even be like an exciting adventure a new unexplored chapter of life begging you to explore deeper. My personal changes as painful as they can be at times I try to make the most out of it and trust that I will come out of it better than I was when I walked in. Thank you for reading.